Sunday, February 17, 2008
11:49 PM

I'm quitting ya. :(Okay. That's sad. I know its still too early to quit but i need to take a break.A break from all of this mess that i myself created.Just put that blame solely on me.Its true. When it comes to love, i am CLUMSY. no doubt in that.Oh my. Seeing THAT photo makes my eyes swollen ok. I'm throwing everything away now. I'm not going to give HIM back. It doesn't belong to any of us. That stuffs belongs to bin.I just feel like throwing all those clothes & pants that i usually wear to meet him. Ridiculous i know. Tell me how am i supposed to get RID of HIM.Everywhere i go, there's always a PLACE that will reminds me of him. GOD. If you can make him HAPPILY moving on his life, why don't you make mine too?I'm stranded here in the past & he's HAPPILY LIVING in the present moment. Where's the fairness?I want to MOVE ON. i'm really sick of shedding tears & whining. Somehow, i just grew tired of it. Show me the light. Even if you were to meet me with an accident whereby i will lost my entire memory, i accept it wholeheartedly. As long as i can live without thinking of him even just a second.