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Tö my loves ;
I love you lots okay :)Thanks for being there for me, asking me TO move on.


Tag REPLIES :

Nöiibacens to AWIN *i'm taking diploma at MDIS. tentatively would be, dip in Mass Comm. Kau?

Nöiibacens to NISA *I should dear. But i just can't. Give me time to 'recover' from this Love Sickness :)

Nöiibacens to SI BUDAK KENTOTS *Yeah. Its really sweet. I cried okay. GEMBENG kan aku? Tu sbb ipin lari. Bape byk duit dier nk waste belikan aku tissue. :)



Nur Albania dedicated to Ahmad Arifin/Ipin *
Thanks for tagging. :) it means everything to me. Sometimes crying is the best thing to do when you are really down.Kte tau awak bahagie kan skrg. Tapi kte tak boleh. Kte cube mcm2 pun, kte tetap sedih. Entahlah eh.It takes time i think.Congrats for passing your TP. :) Kte happy utk awk even tho' kte da tkde pape skrg. Memang semue lelaki tk mcm awk sbb tu sampai skrg kte tk dpt syg lelaki laen slaen..awk ;)Kte try utk lupekan awk okay? Kte miss awk & akan miss awk smpai biler2. Awk pun kene ingat, kte bukan pilihan awk yg terbaek, jadi jgn pandang perempuan semue same mcm kte. Kte da tk dgn awk lagi so awk pun jage diri baik2.Isly :')

& to Kakak Ida :)I miss you kakak. I miss having fun, shared the lamest jokes & even the dirty little secret with you. How i wished my mind was not MYOPIC to think that you hate me too.I really miss those sweet memories with you.I am sorry kakak ku.Apologise me? :\No matter what happens, you are still my SISTER that i will always LOVE & CHERISH. :)When i'm no longer in front of your eyes, promise me that you will always love me as your adik walaupun bkn adik ipar lagi. Iloveyou kakak ku!:')


Went for SCHOOL hunting with Diyanah just now. After such a loooong time, we still have a lot to talk about. She's still as KECOH as ever & tk MALU punye budak. Kau mane ade kemaluan kan? ;p
First stop was RP & we just went there to tangkap JAMBU. Seriously okay. We didn't even ask those whoever-supposed-to-tell-us-that-no-poly-wants-us! Next was to NP, which my UNCLE SAIFUL supposed to help ME & diyanah with regards to JAE appeal. The whoever lady guarding the entrance of the JAE counter told US that we need MATHS! God. Why must it be MATHEMATICS! & i left the JAE counter with broken heart.
Thinking that my future is gone. We sat at one corner, i called UNCLE SAIFUL mum, who is MY distant grandma moaning to her.
Then i called MUMMY. Mummy told me not to despair. Who will not be sad after you got your HEART broken because of your-ex-sweetheart-forever? & now, NO polytechnics wants me. THEN, mummy went to MDIS webby. & diyanah and me decided to go MDIS itself.Ok. To shorten the story, our last STOP was our last hope & ya. MDIS it is. :) relieve? Yes. But i went home & CRY. because i've got no one to share my happy news. All because, BOYFRIEND IS no longer there for me, ever. Sad kan. Aku nangis like hell okay. Aku miss kau tau tk. I miss sharing news with him!

At home, was talking to Mummy about my future plans. So now that i am going to take a diploma at MDIS, she suggested that why not after a year taking the diploma, if god'swill i take a degree in Australia itself. Provided that, i must SAVE MY money & work hard.And i said, ''will i be going there alone?''So she said, ''of course not. I will be following you. In other words, we'll migrate there since my company has a branch over there.''Ok. & i was like dumbfounded for a moment. And i told myself, THOSE words were so encouraging & it enlightens me! :) i wanted so much to move. I fanthomed, my moving elsewhere will really help me to MOVE ON. though it will only happen in years to come. Still, i'm glad that at least i have something to look forward too.Mummy, don't give me false hopes okay? I want so badly to MOVE. ily mummylove!