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Boredom strikes me again.

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But, I love my BOYFRIEND very much. haha. So random.
My heart belongs to him solely.

I'm still contemplating on whether I should or should not do this.
Seems hard for me to endure anymore pain. It just gives me the urge to do what you think is wrong.
Silence is killing me. Her acceptance & blessings are all that I, ok to be exact, WE need.

The past few days has not been going on well. I tried to smile but I was sick of pretending. I tried to laugh but somehow I just grew tired of acting.
Trying my best to stay cheerie & forget everything. But still, it just kept harmonizing to me.
My reluctance to let it go make it impossible for both parties to compromise.

I need those times with her so she will understand that actually, I need her more than anything.
She misunderstood those frequent outings.
If it's wrong for me to tell the truth, then, what's right?
Its hard to pleasse you. Very hard.

One moment you'll be okay, the next moment, you will lash out everything.

I want you to know that no matter what, I'll stick with you. & will always do. He is my other half but nothing could change the fact that only YOU completes me.

If I were to be honest, I swear, I've never been a good one for you.







To my Fyqahh Kentots:

Why senyap ni? Text me okay!
No matter what happens, I'll be there for you, dear cousin.
I am always here praying for your happiness.
& i hope GOD will eventually answer this little prayer of mine.


IMY like always.


Everlasting Love,
Noii Bacens.