You don't realised how badly I missed you for this one week. I waited for you, PATIENTLY to be back. All I'm asking for is happiness. But it did not happen. Every week, it seems that our egos clashed. I'm lost. I don't wanna face another heart breaking moment. Once is enough. I strived hard to keep this relationship as long as I can. But I know, GOD decides everything.
I've kept myself away from all connections just to be with you. I sacrificed my time with my Mum to be with you. I sacrificed my interest just to have the time with you. Our relationship has gone from bad to worse.. I don't want that to happen. I'm tired of laying tears for you. Its not worth it to cry over such trivial matters. But I just can't hold back those tears. I appeared strong, happy in front of others just to conceal those sadness!
