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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
11:25 PM

"My feelings, uncertain & insecure.."

p/s : AIDIL AKA CHUCK BASS, is a KELANTAN FLIRT. BEWARE EH.

I do get the butterflies each time our eyes locked. Was it just me who's feeling it or am I thinking too much?

It was not easy for me to get over a heartbreak. Never easy. Especially with someone I love a lot.

I loved you but I am not loving you again.

LOVES, hear me say.

I'm moving on and I must say, I AM HAPPILY MOVING ON.

You know how badly I wanted to say the sentence I just typed?
I wanted to say it so much. :)
I will not let myself tear again. I swear. :)

My life can never be any happier. Sometimes I wonder, will this happiness last or it will remain like this forever?
I have a great circle of friends who has been supportive of me and a Mummy who never fails to tell me that SORROW does not equal to LIFE. [kan?]
My W35A loves and fellow trekkers who never fails to crack me up. Thanks eh.

If right now, I hadn't met or know them, I would have cried a million tears.

On Sunday, we had a trek from Macritchie to Bukit Timah hill. It was uber fun as always.
My partner for the day was Hafiz aka Mat Remp-it. haha. He's duper super funny. He simply makes me and everyone laughs. :D
Sorry eh Fiz, because of me, he tored his pants!
& AfiQ stepped onto a lump of shits. haah.

After trekking, went to eat at Al-Amin. Guess who I bumped into?
IBU!
I miss you, Ibu.

On Monday, after school, lepakkings with Khai, Rozzy, AzzaIzana, Mash, Adam Kosan & Jeremy Mark Nirmalan.
& I heard the news from Hafiz that Muhammad met with an accident. Told you, you are a reckless rider.
HAHA. Funny lah, how come still at 35, can met with an accident.
But anyways, GET WELL SOON. LOLS. *cramped face!*

SEDAPPPPPPPS.

I ate this & it's so nice lahhhhh !

Nice lah. I'm enjoyzing the meal.

A penny for your thought? HAHA.

AzzaIzana & Adam KOSAN.

AzzaIzana & Adam Kosan trying to be cuteeee.

JEREMY MARK NIRMALANNNNNN!

Sorry Muhammad. He's no longer yours ! *coughs*

HAHA. No comment. Later Rozzy scold!

Being Hafiz's buddy for the day was hilarious. He even sang me dondang sayang song while we were walking & he told me that Puteri Gunung Ledang
was just opposite. WTH. He's mean okay. But he's the best personal trainer.

I came across this at AzzaIzana'z blog. "Trekkers are singles. Treks is cursed."
TRUENESS.
I'd guessed, trekking is cursed. Know why? Everyone starts breaking up. Mine was three weeks ago, Amanda was two weeks ago, Su Li was a week ago, Rayyan
was 6 days ago. How cool is that? LOL. And now almost everyone is living in a singlehood.
The only three who's surviving now is Edward, Afiq & Elicia.

No more guys to make me weep and tear again, hopefully. I'm not hoping for any love to stop by.
But, if god's will, no one can stop.
*smirk*

Tuesday again we had Trek training. But thanks to Khairuzzaman, we, I mean the logistics people need not go for the training. *jumps around*
After Trek, went to Causeway and surprisingly I bumped into Ketam! *coughs*
And I'm telling you, we waited almost 30 minutes to order our meals. WTH. Thanks to the only counter there!
Bought our food and chilled at Civics as usual.

I don't get it why everytime HE messaged me, my mind was brought back to the past.
How am I supposed to move on if this continues? You want me to move on and forget you, but why must you say all those words just to provoke me.
I had enough. Enough of those to make me tear again. Maybe, you love to see me tear because of you. But I don't.
I hate to cry. I hate to cry because of you.

It hurts me to think about it again and I hope GOD will soon make it easier for me.

AfiQ, at last you showed your GF!

But, thanks to Hafiz, I managed to laugh! LOLS.
He's hilarious.

I kept quiet for a moment and I turned and look at Hafiz.
He looked at me and asked me.

Hafiz : Ape? Kau nak jadi mataer aku? [immediately says] ah. ape dier?

Me : [LAUGHING OUT LOUD] HAHAHAHA. Otak kau!

Me : [Turn to Rozzy] ROZZZY! Ni matrep mrepek sak. Kau tahu dier ckp ape?

Rozzzy : Ah? Ape ape?

Hafiz : Kau tengok ah kawan kau, aku sound dier, dier ktawe sak. Klaka ape aku sound?!

All : LAUGHING OUT LOUDDDDDD.

Me : Otak kau lah! Tanak aku mataer dgn kau! kaki kecik, bulu lebeh!

And he told me this.

Hafiz : Kalau kau jadi mataer aku, aku bawak kau gi tengok perigi HANG TUAH nak?

He's damn bad lah I tell you. Just because that day at Macritchie I believed that the perigi is Hang Tuah's. How am I supposed to know
when I'm so effingly worn out at that moment.

I can't stop laughing when I see Hafiz. Though at times I really hate him.

But, I must tell you, he's a nice guy.
He messaged me at night and told me to cheer up! How sweeeeet si matrep ni.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

VIRGO WOMAN

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round
forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a
pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to
look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.
She is very delicate of what and
how she dress. She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her,
so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If
she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she
will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her
discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete
woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She
can really keep secret, you can trust her
on this. She likes a refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you
could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.
Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in
working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one.
She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but
she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When

she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an
angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it
brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty
woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in
public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play
and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life
starting
from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.