This is how I live, love, laugh my life.
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The sun will rise & I will soon realise ;
that you were never meant for me.

Time Check : 0152 hours.

I couldn't sleep. When I tried closing my eyes, I saw YOU. When I opened my eyes, you were gone, for good.

Seems like it was just yesterday, I joked, I laughed together with you. Surprisingly, it's been a month since I
last got to spent time with you. Times do flies.

All along, I've been trying hard to move on, pushing myself to forget the past that was never meant to be the future.
Having to think about the other party when the fact is, it doesn't change anything.
I was grateful that our paths crossed. & I am happy for you that things will be easier now.
you are better off without me & I'm saying it sincerely from the heart.
Time will heal. & I will heal it myself. [:

At times, I felt like crying. Do you know it hurts to cry? It really hurts. I never want to cry. But, I can't.
I don't have the ability to stop those tears from falling.
I laughed, I joked, I smiled ; that doesn't mean I never thought of you. It's just that I'm not willing
to see myself in despair.
I'm not willing to see the tears run down my cheeks everytime I thought of you.

I want those happiness back once again. Even if it's not the same as the previous one, I'm willing to. As long as
I'm able to be happy once again.

I chose this path. I chose this option. I chose this decision.
I never want to look back, ever again.

Because I know, looking back means, I'm still living in denial.


Sooner or later, you will know that my love is authentic.




I can't start a relationship again. It's too hard for me to endure. Too hard.
I can't love again. I'm not willing to. To be in love again means, I'm putting my life at risk.

I'm willing to let it go if, you go.












Baby. It was LOVE. Trust me. [':

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