I was trying hard to laugh my ass off. I was really trying that hard to make myself laugh. Sooner or later, it will get better. I mean, these wounds. Time will heal & I'm sure it will. Went home late yesterday because I visited him.

Thanks Cik Julie & Cik Arin.

Yes. I'm bad. Very bad. Bad to the extreme whereby things are getting complicated and the words are contradicting. I don't see why I have to ignore this part, the part where things are getting off hand. But never mind. I won't disclose anything.

Karma baby. It's karma. Anws, FRIENDS, people I called really friends and not hypocrites or two faced or whatever it is, THANKS for being there for me ya. Thanks really really.

Though somehow I just won't listen to you people who pestered me to move on, but, I agree on that. I need to move on. I must. & one day, I will.

Thanks for being my pillar of strength. After all the hurts and tears I cried, YOU were the one who healed the wounds and wipe those tears. Words can never be enough to thank you for all the support and the numerous hugs you gave just to tell me that "I deserve to be happy".

As I mention previously, time will heal. And I'm sure it will heal.

To Zylaa :

The entry on your blog touched me. I miss you too cinta. I hope you're doing fine. & I hope our friendship won't end. Thanks for being there for me in my most needed time. I need to be strong and I must be strong though it's hard. I'll try. I'll try to squeeze some strength in this heart okay?

Take care siaa. [inside joke] hah!

To Rozzy:

In my most needed time you were there to support me, to give me your endless encouragements. You taught me to be strong and always stand up for your rights. You also taught me the crude habits like BURPING loudly [in front of guys some more ah!], bite the straw and korek pantat. [ok, bedek] hah. Anws, Miss Animal Therapist, you sure have my back alright! We'll stay as one. TWINloveeeee. ILY.

To Yan Nee:

Thanks a lot for listening to my endless heart breaking moments. Though we've known each other for barely 1 semester, still, the bonds we had is awesome. Still remember the first time you saw me and Rozy, you asked " Are you twins?" Hah! So funny. That was how we got the title "TWINS". Thanks for the support you gave me when I'm down. You really make my heart at ease. Thanks a million. I love you "MELOC"!

To Manda:

I know how much it means to you for things to be normal between you and blood-related ones. My dear, be strong aites? This is life. We need to face it. Just remember, I love you. And, BURGER KING too. [insert WIDE grin]. Thanks for the hugs and numerous support just to tell me that I must move on & that I'm strong enough to face it. Rock on, roadsweeper to be!

To AzzaIzana:

You make me laugh lah girl. Thanks for cheering me up Miss RP. You make my day, every day! Hah. Continue chasing your dreams to be Adam's Brody wife. And come trek lah! Don't lazy lazy okay? You know I love you! :)

To Su Li & Menda :

YOU both have been really great endurancer. [ I know there's no such word]. Thanks for enduring my burpings and what-you-call-purposely-slaps! hah. I want more outing pleaseeee? :)

ILY girls.

To Vik, AfiQ, Rayyan, BK, Khai, Hong Peng Ah :

YEAAAAAH. ALL OF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO DISTURB AND TEASE THIS POOR LITTLE GIRL HERE AH! PFFFFFFFFFT. But nvm, I still treasure this friendship we had. Awwwww, I'm being sweet, so next training must buy me one waffle!

BK, GOT BUFFET AH?!

Hong peng ah! [ah, ya! ya! here!]

VSHAAAAAAAAAAAL.

Rayyannnn = Chucky!

AfiQ = the husband not to be.

Khai, no comment! Hah. Thanks man!

You all the man!

Anws, to all friends, I love you toooooooo much. *HUGS.

& To Abd : Thanks for your help [indirectly you did help me]. I don't know why I just couldn't face you. It's not because I hate you or I despise you or whatsoever but it feels so awkward talking to you. I don't know why. I know you tried your best to help me, and I stubbornly refused because ........ [fill it yourself]. Like I said before, I still love my past. Sorry Abd.

& thanks for the necklace. :)

Yeah. I edited the pic. (: