I was bloghopping and came across many blogs which talks about their relationships and such. Sometimes I do wish to be in love. I will not fantasize but at times, I see myself living happily with this guy. The guy that I don’t think I know right now, maybe sooner or later. At times, I missed being well taken care of, looked after, hugged when I’m down & most importantly I missed the status “In a relationship” where you don’t have to worry sometimes how you look or what because you know there’s someone who’s willing to accept your imperfections and flaws. Honestly, I don’t mind if the guy is ugly or what, as long as I feel secure and comfortable. That’s what love in my point of view. Fyqah always told me this, “Noi, whenever you have a boyfriend and you lived happily with him, you will grow fatter!”. Well, it’s true. I will grow fatter whenever I’m living happily. I just don’t know why it happens in my case. Maybe to some, it might not happen. Hah. Still, no doubt singlehood is the best.

As time goes by, I see and experienced many unwanted things. Shits happen don’t they? But then, things like this are hard to predict. A year ago, I was still a student wearing UNIFORM going to school as early as 6 AM! But right now, everything has changed. : ) That year, I remembered I was attached to this guy whom I know unexpectedly. I’ve made the decision to choose him over a best friend. Because the love was so strong that I believed the relationship that was built is going to last till eternity. It didn’t occur to me that I would ever meet him or get to know him because we are worlds apart. Now, a year and a month have passed and I’m still counting down the days where I will forget about you entirely. I hope this time round GOD answer my prayers.

& to you. I don’t know what’s your motive of giving me those hopes but one thing for sure; your love is a lie. :)