I’m going to miss my W35A soon. We’re going to be separated. Why these types of system exist? I will certainly miss them. You will always be a part of me, W35A.

I’m so tired right now. Just came back from trek training. I don’t know why but I was happy today. My mood was OKAY and I’m feeling gay. Woooohooo. Trek training was FUN and SO FUN! Hah. You know we climbed up 22 storey high building, okay, to be exact, a flat. Although I felt so tired, still, I’m so determined to climb up. You know why? Because in my mind, I kept saying “I want sexy legs like Azza. [Which people thought might be impossible].” Whatever. I still do want that LEG of yours lah AzzaIzana. After doing 2 sets of climbing up & down, we headed to this park which I thought seems to be a very nice park. Snapped a few pictures and hell, AZHAR snapped this horrible photo of his because it’s so disgusting. Hah.
I want to grow taller. I envied those tall ladies which I thought was close to perfect & I’m not even close to perfect.

I want this stupidity of mine to stop. I don’t want to be someone who easily falls into other traps. For instance, when the heart is involved. You won’t want yourself to be hurt and bruised forever? I’d guessed you know what I’m driving at. Maybe I’ve mentioned that I’m over love and fcuklove or whatever, somehow or rather, it just won’t happen. I’m saying it for the sake of saying it. Because I was not confident that I’m able to love again. I’ve closed my heart. I don’t want to live the dreams of having a fabulous and perfect relationship. It doesn’t mean anything.
Maybe I’m not perfect, not even close to perfection. Well, I’m not every guy’s dream girl. And maybe, I just don’t care. It’s just a matter of time that things will be back to normal.

When the day comes that I’ll forget about you entirely; I can’t wait.

I’ll go by all means just to forget about you even if GOD were to meet me with an accident where I will lost my memory.

I know things happened for a reason. Times passes by, every second without you, I’m still surviving. And baby, I WILL SURVIVE. *laughs*