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“He’s the reason for the teardrops on my bedsheets”

So, before my lappy’s battery went dead, I’d guessed I can squeeze one more entry before I call it a day. My English sucks and I know that. It has gone rusty because I have not been speaking proper English and reading English books. Ok, whatever it shall be.
I don’t know. I started to feel happy again. After months of agony, I began to realise that my sadness has come to no use somehow. I had a hard time deciding what I want in this life. Whether should I give us the chance or give it up and move on. I decided to give up and move on. I should be doing that months ago but I can’t. I don’t have the will to do that cos my heart still wanna stay tho deep down inside I know there’s not going to happen. I was stubborn and didn’t want to let go because I believe in miracle. God proved me wrong and lead me back to where it was supposed to be. Even now, I can’t say I have chosen the right path because GOD decides everything.

It’s true what Fyqah said, “Difficult times won’t last”. I thank god for whatever he has challenged and bestowed me. I am glad all those bad things happened before I even gave my heart and soul. I fathomed I would have gone berserk if that happens.

To HIM, I don’t bear any grudges against you or anyone related to you. Like what I texted you before, I have decided to move on and I meant what I say, I don’t even want to see you appear in front of me anymore. It hurts but it will hurt me more to see you in front of me and you pretending not to know me. I want you to know that, I’m happier now without you by my side. : )