Monday : It’s 2.10 am now. I’m wide awake and not feeling any sleepy. Meet up with Asslove just now and he’s now sleeping like a babi at home, leaving me alone here. Mummy just got back from overseas and Wednesday will be my turn going.

And oh, don’t try so hard to make me jealous okay? Cos I’m not, asshole. Muahahhaa. Your tricks, not working. So try harder!

Dearest ex.

Lately, you’ve been bugging my mind. Come to think of it, I should have just let it passed. I’m no match for your capability, perfections and etc. Those tears I laid for you, time I wasted on thinking about you when you’re out there, happily laughing, I think, we’re better off this way.

I don’t know why, you have to come back again. You said, you still love me and what nots but those are just words that mean nothing but WORDS. I’ve loved you, cared for you, but you took things for granted. You got mad when you found out that I love someone else, you come back just to have my attention back on you. I told you, I still love you but all you did was to hurt me.
Remembered when I accepted you the third time? After that, you left. Leaving me hanging. It’s been the second time you did that and I swear to you, it’s not even funny.
You hurled those vulgarities to me and few days after, you acted as if nothing happened.
Solely, I don’t blame you. Cos I believed that I’m at fault too. But you never admitted your mistakes. I’m done and through with you trying to hurt me time and again. I’m happier right now. Your wishes are granted that is to see me happily living with someone else.